contradictory contradictions...

everything in this universe has contradictions.. and this is the greatest contradiction.. nothing can be defined absolutely... i feel sometime that it would be better if there were less contradictions and there could be clear and real distinction between good and evil, yes and no, positive and negative... perhaps by saying this and expecting this to be.. is also a contradiction. is it?... but still there are some people who don't understand many contradictions... are they happy?... they needn't to be happy... they are content... i long to be somehow like them... even what i have written is full of contradictions... don't get confused....